Updated: Jun 7, 2019
Quite simply, because I like it.
All of this esoteric and magical stuff, with the exception of ritual work, is something I'm always doing even when I appear to be doing something else. Ritual work is an exception because I perform rituals only on behalf of others for a fee and, even then, on a rather selective basis.
The genuine self-knowledge--it is quite mind blowing relative to the ego's knowledge--acquired is the only thing that matters.